Actually, I've been thinking it more then saying it, but it's all the same.
it rings loud between my ears.
It starts with an "SH" and it's not what you think it is.
It just has such a condemning feel to it.
I should pray more.
I should go to church.
I shouldn't doubt God.
I shouldn't feel this way.
I should be having faith for this situation.
I should try harder.
Is it done out of LOVE or out of MY NEED FOR APPROVAL?
"Now for one of the most beautiful mysteries of the feminine heart.
Women minister something to the heart of God that men do not. Look at the record. It was a woman who rushed into the Pharisee's house uninvited and washed Jesus' feet with her tears, dried them with her hair and kissed them in an act of intimate repentant worship. It was a woman who broke the alabaster vase over Jesus' head, anointing him with oil and the fragrance of her sacrificial worship filled the room. It was women who followed Jesus from Galilee to care for his needs. It was women who stayed at the foot of the cross offering him the comfort of their presence until Jesus breathed his last. It was to women that Jesus first revealed himself after he rose from the dead and it was women who first "clasped his feet and worshiped him" as the Risen, Victorious Lord.
Women hold a special place in the heart of God. A woman's worship brings Jesus immense pleasure and a deep ministry. You can minister to the heart of God. You impact Him. You matter. Jesus desires you to pour out your love on him in extravagant worship that ministers to his heart. This is not just for women who have the time; women who are really spiritual. You are made for romance and the only one who can offer it to you consistently and deeply is Jesus.
Offer your heart to him."
~from the book "Captivating" by Stasi Eldredge~